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Anger Boi
04:02
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I've always pondered most of it
Is life a bunch of lies I'm stuck with this
Maybe it's me I'm the little bitch
I Can't describe my life, I'm the only twit
She always asks why are you so mad
And I couldnt find a way to tell her
She'd say don't cry why are you so sad
I did nothing cause the world's a blur
Cause I keep it all in inside
Why does it matter in the end
I do everything to hide p
Like a dog without his friend
It builds up like the hulk, till can't take it anymore
I'm am lost there is choice, what do I gotta live for
In the end it doesn't matter
We all Will die so I'll just wait my turn
All i said was maybe I'd rather
Run away from this world and let it burn
Why are you always so angry
At the world when it's all your own fault
I guess your right I'm always cranky
Like a child in the act you have caught
Cause I keep it all in inside
Why does it matter in the end
I do everything to hide
Like a dog without his friend
It builds up like the hulk, till can't take it anymore
I'm am lost there is choice, what do I gotta live for
Run away from me I am not who I claim to be
Hide away from you me I am not who you see
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2. |
Opossum
02:52
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I've always pondered most of it
Is life a bunch of lies I'm stuck with this
Maybe it's me I'm the little bitch
I Can't describe my life, I'm the only twit
She always asks why are you so mad
And I couldnt find a way to tell her
She'd say don't cry why are you so sad
I did nothing cause the world's a blur
Cause I keep it all in inside
Why does it matter in the end
I do everything to hide p
Like a dog without his friend
It builds up like the hulk, till can't take it anymore
I'm am lost there is choice, what do I gotta live for
In the end it doesn't matter
We all Will die so I'll just wait my turn
All i said was maybe I'd rather
Run away from this world and let it burn
Why are you always so angry
At the world when it's all your own fault
I guess your right I'm always cranky
Like a child in the act you have caught
Cause I keep it all in inside
Why does it matter in the end
I do everything to hide
Like a dog without his friend
It builds up like the hulk, till can't take it anymore
I'm am lost there is choice, what do I gotta live for
Run away from me I am not who I claim to be
Hide away from you me I am not who you see
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3. |
Doubtful
03:44
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.What is this where are we
Is this my life i jump with glee
Am i ok with dying alone
Are we ok all on our own
And nothing makes sense to me
And nothings means anything
This is where we're supposed to be
On the road just you and me
Far from home we shall be
Aways to go we'll achieve
We were done with all of them
Here we are we've done it
And nothing makes sense to me
And nothings means anything
This is where we're supposed to be
On the road just you and me
The places, the time we've had
Excited, about the lives we've left
Wishful, is what i am right now
Doubtful, is what we fear somehow
And nothing makes sense to me
And nothings means anything
This is where we're supposed to be
On the road just you and me
What is this where are we
Is this my life i jump with glee
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4. |
I Am Nothing
03:42
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I am alone, oh I am alone
These are the only words Ive ever shown.
I'm so sad, oh your so sad
th ese songs mean nothing I'm not even glad .
I just wish, just a wissh
That maybe ill be more then a fish.
I can't swim, I can't swim
Fast enough to get away from him .
So I'll let my body drown
I'll flail,rock and frown
Tell me w .ho I am
And wish that I can
Cause I am nothing
I am nothing
Oh I am nothing
I will be nothing
Who am I? I know I am
A failure and a fool you understand.
I love you, you love me
And to me it means almost everything .
Am I scared? I'm already scared
To lose you and die But nothing compared.
Do not fail, I will not fail
Or maybe I will I'm only a snail .
Poor salt onto my back
My body will dry have a snack
Tell me who I am
And wish that I can
Cause I am nothing
I am nothing
Oh I am nothing
I will be something
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5. |
You Get It, Right?
03:08
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I want to be more then i am
I wanna become you as a man
To young to see how it falls apart
I am so scared i wont get a start
And i, I wanna be it, I wanna see it
I Dont wanna let you down
Im gonna be it, make them hear it
Im gonna turn myself around
Mama said i was not enough
She would put butterscotch in my lunch
She'd complain and ask for crackerjack
I wish i had a way to bring him back
And i, I wanna be it, I wanna see it
I Dont wanna let you down
Im gonna be it, make them hear it
Im gonna turn myself around
This horse wont be no fucking clown
And i know mama said she'd wish i was dead. But im gonna best in town
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6. |
Make it Right
04:32
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I've been drinking from the water
My eyes darken to the light
I've been drinking from their water
My life ended here tonight
I've been trapped in the water
A green sludge that is life
I've been trapped in my water
The future here begins tonight
The cause of our faults will bring our destruction.
I may have hope but its in reduction
Who will hear our final breath
Cause I will die alone
I will die alone
We will die alone
We are all alone
I've been lying here in bed
Wishing apart my mind
I've been lying here in dread
Hoping if it's good to die
Ive been attached to my bed
Crying as if I lied
I've been attached to my dread
I don't want to die
The cause of our faults will bring our destruction.
I may have hope but its in reduction
Who will hear our final breath
Cause I will die alone
I will die alone
We will die alone
We are all alone
And i will fight them
And i will make it right
The source or my worrys
Will die here tonight
Cause I will never be him
The one that's inside
I am a better human
And i am here to fight
The cause of our faults will make us all better
I may have doubts but I think that I'm sure
She will hear my final breath
Cause I won't die alone
Or will i die alone
Will we die alone
We are not alone
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7. |
Never Get To Know
02:51
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I'll never get to know my friend Steven
He thought he found an answer
He was my friend since kindergarten
And then I watched him disappear
I'll never get to know my friend Melissa
She had a baby when she was sixteen
And now she works in a mall in Florida
Sometimes I wonder who she could have been
I'll never get to know my mom's friend Bonnie
She's the one who made me want to be an artist
She could paint the prettiest pictures
Until both her lungs collapsed
I'll never get to know my mom's friend Harry
He had a low scratchy growl of a voice
He'd sing "make me an angel that flies from Montgomery"
And then he drank himself to death
I'll never get to know my sister
Because my sister is a crack head
But thank God I remember
When she was just a little kid
I'll never get to know my dad
Because my dad lives in a dream
And even though I think he's the best
He seems so far from everything
And I'll never get to know my mom
Because my mom is an alcoholic
And I bet when she was young
She never saw it coming
You might wonder why I'm an asshole
Or wonder I'm so uptight
Or wonder why I just don't chill out
And learn how to have a good time
But sometimes I'm scared right out of my mind
And sometimes I just get angry
Because I've been let down by the people that I love
But I will not let down the people who love me
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8. |
Halfway Down
05:13
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Running around like a fool with h. is head cut off
Chasing demons like doom guy with no pay- off
Ive been hiding my self i dont think its all enough.
Maybe thats what i get for being lazy and giving up
Ive been feeling cold and i think ive had enough
Anxitey and hatefulness used up all my luck
Lost on trail of broken tears and busted souls upjv)
What i am doing here i dont think ive ever known.
Now im quoting and taking things from other songs
Im original and funny no one thinks im wrong
I can feel it coming from a million miles away
Its like im at the edge about to pay for my mistakes
Ive been feeling cold and i think ive had enough
Anxitey and hatefulness used up all my luck
Lost on trail of broken tears and busted souls
What i am doing here i dont think ive ever known.
Growing up is so hard.
Maybe im not in charge.
No one knows of what ive endured.
Countless thoughts and words i have hoard
Millions of people die every day
So why am i afraid
Why am i afraid
The view from half way down
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Jiub Denver, Colorado
Making people sad since 2001
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